My new cg got saved over with something lame and I can’t retrieve it. All I have to work from now is a flattened image at half the original resolution. bleh.
this is my progress so far. Resolution will not be larger than this. But my undying love for Mokotan shall prevail!
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Mood has been down recently, stupid unemployment really eating at me. Demotivated from doing anything about it too…demotivation is terrible. So I decided to paint instead. Here’s a composition, I hope it’s interesting enough.
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I guess I should really be apologizing for not updating shouldn’t I? But I have an excuse!
“Ah…I’m so lethargic. And I haven’t updated this place in ages.It’s been about two weeks since my last final. I guess all that studying for my finals put me out of the drawing mood. Not that I can no longer draw. But I guess the long finals and now…a perpetual state of nothing-to-do has put me on tilt. I can draw, but it takes me longer than usual to come up with anything of quality and I no longer have any drive to do it.
I have ideas and such. I plan to do another touhou related doodle and maybe continue with that doujin I was working on. God knows my sequential art needs working on. But for now I have no will to draw. Maybe I just need to do other things until I can find something to kick my motivation up again.”
- ctrl+c/ctrl+v from my DA journal.
I guess that is no excuse at all.
something I threw together slowly and sloppily…during my slump-a-thon
I’ll try to keep updating more often. my bad.
I’ve been told to just let this go awhile back. But I thought this would make nice material.
I could go on about this for hours and hours, but A picture is worth a thousand words, so here it is.
Featured above is Norman from Pokespe doing what he does best: destroying objects with his vice like grip; the epitome of manliness and below him is some vague collection of lines and patterns that have the ability to secrete sparkles and rose petals from its pores. Widely held to be the ideal man by many female Otaku, especially female anime artists.
Really. Come on now.
I’m really not in the mood to paint/draw or do anything at the moment. Just sit and do nothing and marvel at how rubbish life is, and what a colossal failure I am for having to put my feelings on a blog and and then sit in my room and not talking to anybody. Against my will to do nothing, I finished this.
not my best effort. It looks cool because I used photoshop.
Again, very little effort went into this. Didn’t try anything new. Forgot where I grabbed the Diablo font. It’s not mine. And the purpose of this was to make Mephisto a loli. And then I decided to draw her with “calm exterior hiding a cruel interior”-look, then decided I wanted to preserve the macabre feel of the whole game and the character design beyond just the horns and other protrusions. Then I fucked the whole thing up with my shitty colouring and tasteless photoshop gradient masking.
I officially just finished my last final of my undergraduate life. And I was planning to write a heartfelt post where I pour my heart out and talk about stuff like silly stories of misguided efforts, happy memories, precious encounters etc. But I just spent an hour throwing dishes, bookshelves, pots, pans, utensils, knives, bedding, pillows, seasoning, toothbrushes, bags, old food away because the people who I live with decided it’s ok to finish their exams many days earlier than me and then make me and another housemate throw all their shit they don’t need away while they go on vacation, and I myself need to get packing to get checked out of student res tomorrow. Fuckers.
Di Partenza is also the name of a good ARIA piano collections album and you should all get it.
front cover
back cover
I’ll miss my 500gb of anime that I recently lost to a harddrive death more than I’ll miss this place.
