Yeah, I teared up in the scene where Snake had to shoot her too.
She is boss, and you shall obey her without a second thought. In other news. I made a crappy little button for myself. If anybody wants to link me :
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http://traghetto.files.wordpress.com/2009/02/banner.jpg
I also put this in the About page. More button choices (if I make more) will be thrown there as well.
slow and steady wins the race. Several more pages to go before I end this chapter!
I’ll probably rearrange the doujin page after this chapter ends. I realize this blog theme causes layout problems. So I’ll think of a way to circumvent that.
Filed under: Misc.
I vowed to keep this blog just for my drawings, doodles and random miscellany, just some place I can put my junk. But I need a minddump.
I’m not sure what to say. I’ve been ignoring this feeling for months and months and months. Each time I’d do my best to just push it out and get on with life. “find something to do”, “draw more”, “play a game”, “watch a movie”, god forbid “study.”. It’s finally caught up…technically since new year. It won’t go away.
I have no drive to do anything, eat, draw, watch anime, play, go out, think about anything. All I want to do is sleep and hope I never wake up, so I’ll never feel fatigue or worry about life. But I always do, and after I do, I want to just sleep some more and sleep they day away. I always feel like I’ve run a marathon.
I don’t want to talk to people here, I’m tired of pretending I’m interested. All those things I used to enjoy and pass time with… I find it increasingly difficult to like them, posting in those pooshlmer draw threads, reading doujin, so I stopped downloading doujinshi and I stopped going to pooshlmer.
what the fuck is going on? I’m going to bed.
You actually think I’m heartless enough to just post a wall of text?
I promise I’m working on doujin. But this time I have something different to share/rant on. But before we get to that let me just say: Wow…anime was a lot better back about 5ish years ago, sure there were many memorable series that came out after. But in terms of frequency…sorry, past wins. But I digress.
First of all, I personally think a lot of insert songs that were composed for a very emotional scene in mind sounds better with the seiyuu’s dialogue. Call me a bad person, but the insert on the last ep of Code Geass R2 sounded better with Nunally crying than without. Emotional voice acting really takes it home. Yes, I’m getting to the point.
So today I was going around the internet as usual, when I stumbled across the ending for AIR. (nostalgia) Seriously…has it really been 5 years since AIR Tv…aired? FUUUCK. yes it has and Aozora still makes me baaaww…So I did what any good nerd would do – I downloaded the series (it’s ep 12 btw at around the 12:48:5 mark), ripped the song with the voices and made it into an mp3. But I noticed half of it was good (the emotional stuff) and the other half wasn’t (a normal conversation between Haruko and Misuzu’s father?) Having a “tv – size” Aozora would suck, so I dug out my AIR OST and sorta stitched them together. After lots of doctoring, pitch changing, tempo altering, decibel compressing. I have this:
TL;DR click the link above
Watch this if you’re a glutton for punishment
After much procrastination, I finally decided to sit down and finish colouring.
You are never too old for Pokemon
I decided that I need to pick up a good habit, so I coloured them in each individually. instead of just stop colouring at the point where characters overlap.
^^individual portraits^^

Ruby and Marge from PokeSpe
Yes I’m currently just working on this at the moment, I have some other junk that I need to draw also. Stuff that I should’ve gotten out of the way when I had my god damn holiday (no points for motivation, F-). And I’ve been feeling extremely fatigued lately. More so than usual, my apologies.
I ran out of ideas regarding how to draw these two. So I settled for a simple character portrait, then decided that its boring and pointless to have bust shots of figures standing around lifelessly with poker or moe faces, so I gave them discernible expressions, and poses that don’t suck and drew a full body shot because my anatomy blows so I figure I could use some simple practice.
If that last paragraph sounded bitter to you and you think it was directed at something. You were right.
Forgive my slowness.
I hope everyone has had a good new year!
My resolution is to take more time and effort drawing/colouring so it doesn’t look like shit. I also resolve to get better at doing the doujin, bubble better etc.

























